What’s My Next Step?
Hello Friends and how are you hanging in these days?
As you know, we have been put on lockdown once again for 28 days in Ontario and many of you as well as myself have no work indefinitely due to the new restrictions.
I have spoken to several of my friends and even peers ; everyone has hit the Covid-19 wall.
It seems clear that until the entire population has been vaccinated then ; and even then, we may or not be able to go back to work .
The percentages are rising in Covid-19 Pandemic.
So I’ve been asking myself. What’s my next step??
I have been thinking about creating some new ideas on Zoom.
It is still on the back burner for now until I have mastered ZOOM.
I will keep you posted.
Meantime I have been trying my utmost to stay positive.
I have just finished composing another song on my guitar which I may or not include in my new CD.
I am working on this CD and hopefully will be completed by the end of 2022.(God willing)
I don’t seem to be getting a great deal of rest or sleep though that is nothing new for the Vampire….Moi an endearing title one of my Dear friends nicknamed me awhile ago.
I am happy to be up in the wee hours , as I feel like the world is asleep and it is my quiet, creative time .( introspection and intuition time.)
I truly feel it is my most magical time and I feel more calmer during these hours.
I don’t have one friend who shares these times as they are all fast asleep in the dreamtime.
Sometimes I think I never get to the REM phase cause I’m awake during those times maybe I catch a glimpse when I finally collapse onto my pillow at 5am or 6am.
Even Solomon( my cat) tries to stay up with me :right by my side whether I’m writing or creating my music he’s so loyal.
But there are those moments he can’t help dosing off a little in between my epic nights.
So ..back to what’s my next step?
Have you been asking yourselves the same question ? I know I’m not alone with these thoughts; for we are all questioning our purpose now more than ever.
These are the times now more than before we need to go deep inside ourselves and ask the question….
WHO AM I?
WHAT’S MY NEXT STEP?
All I know , friends that we must find the true answers we now have the time .
I know this is a very challenging time for the entire World ,but if we use this time productively and positively maybe there will be a way we can truly ease our pain and make new beginnings.
We can only’ be in the moment’ now more than ever.
No point in wasting energy talking over and over about what is happening
We govern our own lives and we must believe in ourselves to survive these troubled challenging times.
The most important thing is NOT TO GIVE UP.
Find the things that give you pleasure whatever your Gifts are.
Now is the time friends we have a window of opportunity to be the true mysterious characters we are meant to be!
Don’t think about it …Just make it happen friends!
God bless you all and stay healthy and happy and safe.
(((((((((((((((HUGS)))))))))))))
Sandra