These are the Most Important Times
Good evening friends , by now you probably are feeling like I am these days, very confused and stressed from this Pandemic that seems to be going on indefinitely.
I truly believe we must somehow find the energy to keep re-creating ourselves as we keep safe .
20/20 a year that will go down in History that’s for sure.
I’ve been off work for a few weeks as my work is week to week month to month at times in the roadshow business selling innovative products in various stores. The in between times are the most challenging, as I have not seen my friends for a long time and we all try to text or email some friends and some I have not heard from in a long while.
Some have moved very far away , others just trying to live their lives.
It is these challenging quiet times , I reflect on how important my circle of friends I have befriended over many years, have continued to either be really present or stay in the wings making their presence known every so often.
Also, at times I find myself so caught up in the moment ,that I just want to keep to myself, not everyone gets this.
I have to tell ya friends it is in these times especially I am missing my late Mom and Dad.
My Mom was the last parent I was able to be around as my Dad passed away 13 years ago and My Mom passed away almost five years
I really feel my Mom’s absence as we were so close especially at the end of her life.
She died 5 days short of her 92nd Birthday in December a week before Christmas .
I often think of my Mom and Dad if they were alive and healthy today, how they would be coping with all of this.
I’m so grateful they are not ill and just surviving during these dangerous times.
I really miss them now and I feel like I know they are around me cause I do feel their presence at times especially my Dad.. not so much my Mom.
Sometimes it’s really difficult to not miss them and want them to just hold me until I feel a little more balanced.
All my friends who have left such an imprint on my life and have inspired me along the way, I truly am grateful; and a few mentors and teachers who also have left an imprint on my heart that makes me feel such gratitude to them forever till the day I die (God Forbid)
Yes it is those souls that really have made the difference in my life and I honor them greatly. Some may never know how much I feel indebted to them.
I believe this Pandemic , for me has solidified who I truly am as a human being and how much strength I have been able to muster up during this solitude time .
Everyone has their challenges whether you are married together with family, with your partner, more than ever before and that definitely has its challenges .
I don’t think anyone has spent so much time together or alone like this year .Whatever and however you have tried to survive and get through each and everyday . It is completely unprecedented in so many ways.
So Where do we go from here???
That is the question that not many have the REAL answer.
I’m not a religious person however I’m a Spirit person. I believe in a higher power God Great Spirit
The one thing that I cannot tolerate for a moment is unforgiveness.
If ANY of you have had bad blood or misunderstandings ,we MUST really make an effort to forgive one another especially, in these troubled times. We all are human beings and we ALL make mistakes. No one is better than anyone else. We are on this planet together and we NEED one another .
So if anyone still has an opportunity to resolve old painful feelings take a moment and breathe and reach out if those individuals are still alive .
Life is precious but Life is short my friends.
Stay healthy and Happy
Sandra xo